zoneless

I’m losing my writing abilities since I left the position of merchandiser. How quickly time flies, it’s been 1 year I moved back to my hometown. I am not longing for the fashion life in Taipei anymore, just feel like going to luxurious night clubs sometimes. After all, the party animals in KHS are conservative; it’s hard to get high on the stage. It’s okay, I don’t mind, I can have myself nature high, all I need is real party animals in KHS. 

Usually, I wouldn’t write something if I weren’t in the bad moon strongly, but I dared to say that I changed, it means I will write when I feel happy. There weren’t many negative thoughts in my mind, I don’t give a shit to anyone who doesn’t respect himself or me, and whoever wouldn’t be any part of my life. How cruel it is, but I like it. 

I talked to Dad on the phone few days ago, he encouraged me not to lose the fighting power, yes, it’s very important to everyone in the firm. But he doesn’t know it’s under the financial meltdown, everyone is almost jumping off the roof, so am I. I think I would be happy & enjoying the feeling of death. Nothing could be perfect in every way, neither can everyone. I’ve been trying to do my best in everything, regarding the rest, I believe that the God had arranged it, I would never know the answer, just let's wait & see what is going on.


Cheers~